Stay true to yourself because there are very few people... who will stay true to you.

people don't change.they just become
more of what they really are.

Silence is my way of crying for help

i`m the kinda girl that
falls into her music
dives into a scene
and runs away from love.

she's searching for someone to save her from this place.
to rescue her from what she can't escape. there's not much
hope left, she's thrown it all away. been knocked down so much
she can't get up. she cries out in pain, take me further, away
outside of this. Im falling apart.. looking for what's outside of this.

lets keep this short & sweet
because underneath , we`re
everything each other needs

she's an artists
a good painter actually
see that smile on her face
its her most famous piece

sometimes we put up walls
[not][to][keep][people][out]
but to see who cares enough
to knock them down.

I drive my friends insane.
because, when I talk about you,
I never shut up.

people say never regret something that once made you smile* but what if what once made you smile now makes you cry?

Its just something that happens as you grow up...
you realize that its less important to have more friends...
& m0re important to have real friends...

blind to the eye

deaf to the ear

love is something

you cant see or hear

..so lets be a scrapbook couple..smile in every picture...fight behind the camera.

bury my lovely
bury the lies
bury me under
a thousand good-byes

I close my eyes when I get too sad
I think thoughts that I know are bad
I close my eyes && I count to ten
I hope it's over when I open them

it's kind of hard to be with someone,
when deep down you know you're still
in love with someone else.

So much emotion
I just don't show
All the heartache and lies
Nobody ever cares to know
Seems like Im alone
By myself - This girl
Nothings ever going to change
Its me against the world...

“…because for me it's always been you.

always. and i've tried to fight it, i've tried to deny it
 but i can`t. you`re undeniable.”

--<3The O.C

I know how numbing the pain of hating yourself is. You know, it makes you just want to push everybody away especially the people who care about you the most. But you can't. Not if you plan on ever being happy.

 so dont tell me the sky's the limit       <3
when there are footprints on the moon

I don’t think I should be alone
I’m afraid of what I’m capable
of doing

don't tell me who I am.
cause unless I write all
my thoughts down on
a piece of paper and
hand it to you, you do
not know even half of
my life-only a fraction

America might change it's time line if
the media fucked off
and quit filling kids with lies.

Expecting people to never change is like
expecting one candle to burn forever...

Unsinkable ships sink
Unbreakable walls break
Sometimes the things you think could never happen
Happen just like that
Unbendable steel bends
If the fury of the wind is unstoppable
I've learned to never underestimate
The impossible

finally learned what life's all about..
hanging on when your hearts had enough,
and giving more when you want to give up.
*NicoleRichie<3*

Behind my smile lies a hurting heart.
Behind my laugh I’m falling apart.
look closely at me and you will see
the girl I am, isn’t me.

Another new year
Another new start
Memories will fade
But stay in your heart
So make the best of this beginning
and just have a blast
But don’t forget about
Happiness in the past

And I can't stop my tears
I've never been so scared

with no last kiss & no regrets;
you don't deserve good bye.